Angela Ryan
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Re:Lost for words... - 2009/05/14 03:19
Hi Cara, I have heard Trinity speak of you, and what a shame for us to meet, on this website, under these circumstances. If I am correct, and please excuse me if I'm mixed up, but I beleive I met your parents today, Ron and Anne? up from Sydney. Trinity is being very brave, and as her best friend, it is so very hard to keep it together, and especially me, as she will tell you, I am a professional crier. I try and take courage from her, as she is unbeleivable. The news takes my breath away, and sadens me that I will lose my bestest friend, but as she has said, many times, "I didn't ask for this, I didn't choose this, what can I do?" Today hasn't been a great day, she had been to the dentist, but this arvo she had a CT scan of her head, so we will see what comes of that. I really cherish every second with her, and our conversations just feel so strange, as we have covered many topics that I really never thought I would have to discuss. But she is a practical and organized gal, and is simply amazing. You are lucky to have her as family, and I am honoured to be her friend. Be strong, you must look after youself, as Trin won't want you making yourself sick. All things she has told me to do. I left her tonight with a hot water bottle on her head, and all had gone to tea, while she was tucked up in bed. This whole situation sucks, and I have wished and prayed and hoped it was all a bad dream, but unfortunately, it is not the case. Really puts alot of things in our lives into perspective, and shows us what's truly important. Thank you for commenting, and as you have noticed, not only do I cry lots, but I have alot to say. I just want to scram to the world, how fabulous this woman is, and how cruel melanoma is, ruining so many lives. Anyhow, your not on your own, and my thoughts are with you and your family. I'll give Trin a big hug for you. Bye, Ang xo
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