Angela Ryan
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Re:Lost for words... - 2009/06/14 15:10
Me again.......not so happy today, as yesterday, Sat 13th June, I had to say goodbye to my friend forever. The end is very near, and she is in Canossa. We are down to days, and yesterday was the last time I will ever be/speak/hold my very best friend. It is so cruel, and my sadness is overwhelming even me. I know this has been coming, but somehow, I'm not prepared whatsoever. The disease is moving to ruthlessly, and fast, and hasn't left a part of her body alone. She is finding it very hard to breath, and it breaks my heart. I am so blown away, that from mole removal, to death, is nearly a mere 7 months. That's just not fair, it didn't even give her a chance. For me, to think that I will be soon attending my best friends funeral, upsets me beyond beleif. Her son will never have known his mummy, as being only 14 months old, but I have promised Trin that I will look after him, and never let him forget her. So as I type, I await "that" dreaded phone call, that could be at any moment. I appreciate all the kind words, and it sadens me that so many people are touched by this dreaded cruel disgusting disease...however, it shows for all of us, that life has no certainties, but we need to love and appreciate each other. I'll stop now, as I need another bloody tissue, and unfortunately, my next post, will be "the one", I never imaged in my life I'd be typing. At 33, this is not something I imaged to go through, but I have had no choice in the matter. xo
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